Wednesday, July 6, 2016

Life updates

My previous post in august 2015 has me ranting about wedding photography and how i am looking for a job(desperately) again in software industry.

Well i got a job next month, started working with a startup with minimal job interview setup. Got lucky you can say.

Six months into the job and i lost my dad in feb 2016 due to cardiac arrest, i feel helpless after that.

It was all of a sudden, you are never ready for this. We in family do not talk about this incident.

I drink[occasionally], get emotional and then cry but yes i am accepting it, this feeling is indescribable.

I thought of putting it on facebook/blogger many a times but i just couldn't.

Finally i am letting it out here on blogger.

I had my differences with my father, he was not very cool with my illogical decisions.
He supported it though, my decision for leaving the job and coming back home.

So again, it has been four months since he left us, i am almost cool but i really want to pour my heart out. just i am not able to.
There was no conclusion to our relationship, i was trying to prove something, i was trying to be different and he left in between.

This is probably it for now, will catch up soon. Thanks.

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Shit Happens!

Feb '13 I ll just quit my regular IT job and become a wedding photographer. That so cool.

Feb '14 Survived so far with photography, hopefully it's gonna be great.

Feb '15 Fuck, i need an IT job back again.

There's not much happened in between.

What put me off wedding photography is much professionalism, less/zero appreciation.
Now if its only professional then less money and no respect at all.

and thus here i am struggling for another IT job, like a jobless fresher all over again

Only this time it is even worse,
when you don't have pretty things on your resume!
clubbed with less beautiful mind, lesser knowledge and lessest communication skills!

Last time when i quit my job, i was like -
Me and Job - Part 1

And now I am like two and half years off the track and all i want to say this IT job is -
Me and Job - Part 2
Two and half years back, i did not know how i am going to make money from photography but eventually i got it without any degree/experience and now i don't know how i am going to get a job backed with a degree in computer science and job experience of two years and nine months! :P

I don't know whats happening and that's why i called this post Shit Happens.

In other news,
I got a feature on Photo Journey blog for being part of it's journey and inspiring photographer. much ironical.

Setbacks are good but sitting back at home is something i am afraid of. Hopefully i break IT soon!

Hope you guys are doing great.

ये लीजिये साहब जाते जाते पेश ए खिदमत है ये मेमे

Until next time Bbye, Take Care and Cheers to good life! :)

Monday, July 27, 2015

Pahal Ek Prayas - Spot Fix

So Pahal ek prayas is The Ugly Indian of Meerut :)
And today these guys were here to spot fix our park!

I joined them first with jhadu and later joined in with my camera and tried to capture the essence of it.

Pictures are more about the people of this event and less about before and after comparison of sort.

Hope you enjoy these set of pictures as much as i enjoyed capturing it. This is one thing which put meerut close to chandigarh and i love that, people doing great things.