Come Feel The Pain


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When a new soul come into this world, they pinch/slap the butt just to make sure if it feels the pain.
IF NEW BORN CRIED: That means child is alive & child is allowed to live in this world.
Otherwise child is declared dead.

My point here is that It is the feelings which make us alive or dead.

FEEL JARURI HAI & I am a feel driven person.

Just now, I was smoking in backyard.
You ll ask me why?
I have no answer.. maybe I just want to feel the smoke coming out of my fucking mouth.
I continued with my smoke & my mind keeps thinking about the FEEL.

My friends laugh at me when I talk about the feel.
But hey friends it was the feel which made me WHO I AM today.

There were some guys, who never laughed at my absurd FEELINGS waali bc.
Infact they appreciated it and it was the foundation of something big in my life.
Those friends were my Dramebaaz buddies... There was no Dramebaaz before it. *literally*
First that feel came & It brought out best of us guys and we formed The Dramebaaz.

FEEL JARURI HAI & I am a feel driven person.

I still remember the first time when we were working on the script of our Street Play. I was with Sohrab & RDB. *It was like 3 years before*

I chose the theme of circle. I mean everything go round & round.
I created the circle of WomanHood  of what i have seen throughout my life but never felt that way..
That day for first time i was narrating & feeling it the same way:
It goes as :

1.       People try to kill the girl child before she was born but she survived it & came into this world. [Saying this i moved on an imaginary circle on the road][I was loud and calm]

2.       But the world is still no good to her, they do not allow her to go to school, but she gives this world a fight & went to school against their will.[Saying this i moved lil bit more on the circle][I was louder now]

3.       She was in college now & you know the bloody roadside romeos, they teased her. Eve teasing it was. [I continued with my circle][I was shaking now]

4.       Somehow she cleared her degree & went for her first interview, well sometimes you know... you need to make some compromises to get the job or later to survive into the job. Compromises it was.[Circle was still in progress][I was feeling the pain now]

5.       Now her parents forced her into the marriage & people expects a fortune form their bride, they tortured her for being the less fortunate bride. Dowry System it was.[Circle was about to complete now][& I was trying to cop up with my feelings]

6.       She was pregnant now, & to this worlds’ despair she was cursed with a girl child.[Circle was complete now][And i was left numb there, maybe a tear or two escaped from my eyes]


That night, I not only completed the circle but found myself with my feelings exposed & for a change they were appreciated.. I was relieved..


FEEL JARURI HAI & I am a feel driven person.

This post is not complete neither am I.. I feel more than i can ever write!

Comments

  1. Feel zaruri hain, Rust-oh-Gee!! :D :D

    aur kya feel di hain tuney iss post ko.. by gawd ki kasam...

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  2. You Are a feel driven person.. and always remain so :) :)

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  3. @ Me :

    Hey Me.. :P
    Dhanyawad!!!



    @ Rucha :

    Yup.. I ll remain the same! :)

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  4. I read these 3 'FEEL SERIES' the day these were posted but was not able to post a comment !!


    Feel to zaruri hai hi bhai saab who can understand this more than me !!
    I feel every word that I write in my poems and I know life mein kuch bhi karne ke liye feel bahut zaruri hai !

    U can never work if u dnt feel like it same is the case with enjoyment, happiness, sadness....... etc etc !
    The list goes on !!

    The circle of womanhood was nice, displays the simplicity of your thoughts !!

    Happy Blogging and take care !!!

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    1. han bhai.. :)
      here on blog i have ppl who understand my feelings.. & it feels great to find your own kind! :)
      Thanks Man!

      Happy Blogging! :)

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  5. feelll,,,,,hmmmm!! its good u are the feel driven person! it separates u from the rest.....otrwise selfishness prevails

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  6. I am selfish at *most* of the times.. :\

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