अधपकी खिचड़ी जैसी कुछ बात है..



हम पैदा हुए थे जीने के लिए, पर पैदा होते ही हमें जीतने की होड़ में लगा दिया गया..
खुश-नाखुश मैं भी आँख बंद करके दौड़ पड़ा मैदान में..
शुरू में अच्छा भी लगा पर अब भागते भागते सोचता हूँ कि मैं भाग क्यूँ रहा हूँ??
मैं तो खेल का मैदान समझ कर दौड़ा था.. दुनिया ने तो इसको ही ज़िन्दगी का मैदान बना दिया..

मैं भी पूरी जान लगा कर दौड़ा.. याद नहीं अब कि वो RACE में जीता था या हा
रा था..

शायद फर्क भी नहीं पड़ता.. थक के जब मैं आराम करने के लिए कुछ देर रुका तो देखा आस-पास कोई है ही नहीं..

इतनी देर से मैं अकेला ही दौड़ रहा था.. दौड़ते दौड़ते कुछ पीछे छोड़ जरुर आया था..
कुछ हँसते मुस्कुराते जाने-पहचाने चेहरे जो मेरे जीतने कि कामना करते हुए मुझे विदा कर रहे थे..
अब धूमिल से हो गए हैं वो मेरी यादों में..

कुछ भी तो समझ नहीं आता कि अब मैं क्या करूँ..
जीतने कि चाह में, जीना जो भूल आया था मैं..

दौड़ते-दौड़ते शायद काफी आगे निकल आया था मैं..

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  1. Shayad yahi zindagi ki sacchai hai.. sigh..!

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    1. Shayad..
      Par sacchai jankar jeena or muskil ho jata hai.. nahi??

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  2. Sounds Philosophical..... sab thik ?

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    1. Pata nahi.. Plain confused!
      There is one moment when i am super high/happy & rest of the time i crave for that momentarily high/happiness.. and again when i am high/happy for the moment, i am sad b'coz i know very soon um gonna loose it all..

      Maybe i think way too much..
      Again.. Pata nahi.. what the fuck is happening.. I hope that some fine day i ll be back on track like i used to be in college time! :P

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    2. I think its time you met me, you're ready now. Let me know your plans after 10th April.

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    3. What !! you deleted my last comment ??

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    4. That comment got into spam somehow.
      Waise i read it on my mail.

      Jab delhi aunga to bataunga. :)

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    5. bete, I mean I'm planning to be in Chandigarh this month. Lemme know your schedule.

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  3. O paaji !!!
    Zaada daudne se aadmi patla ho jaata hai so zaada daudna nahin chahiye (Excerpts from my experience)

    nyhow jokes apart jo kuch tune kaha sab sach hai but we can't help it !!!
    saala life ka matlab hi ye hai chaah kar bhi kuch kar nahin paate hum !!!

    the best part was:

    " जीतने कि चाह में, जीना जो भूल आया था मैं.. "


    Happy Blogging and take care !!!

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    1. Ha ha Beri Bro..
      Aate hi jo aap khush kar dete ho.. Pehle to uske liye dhanyawad..

      Glad that you read it.

      Happy Blogging! :)

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  4. Arre yeh kaise miss ho gaye merese?
    I know I loved it on Fb.....

    Rastogi saab, kuch pareshane hain to mereko yaad kar leejeye-I am just a phone call away and chahe filmy hoon but I have a good listening ear and a theek thaak advising mouth.

    Baaki aap to mahaan hain-yeh uttar chadaav aapko bas choo ke nikal jaayenge:-)

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    1. Hey SuuuuuRuuuuChi. ^_^

      Apka itna bolna hi jaadu ki tarah lag raha hai.. Thanks!

      Its good to have you around.. I love all the FB pangas with you! (>.<)

      I am fine. Would be back with another write up!

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  5. Bhaji dil jit leya....

    कुछ भी तो समझ नहीं आता कि अब मैं क्या करूँ..
    जीतने कि चाह में, जीना जो भूल आया था मैं.

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  6. *Clap* *clap* *clap* that too standing :)
    You are so small yet so talented.. :D
    jokes apart meri jaan, brilliant words!
    These are like my thoughts but I have'n left anybody behind people have run too far lol.. sab aagay nikal gaye.. :D

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    1. Thank You.. Thank You Janeman! :) :)
      ha ha.. duniya ki is bheed me sabse peeche hum khade!!! :)

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  7. jivan ki sachai toh yahi hai ...
    ya toh aage rehna hai ya peeche....par rehna akela hai .
    aage se koi aur dikhta nhi
    peeche se jo koi/ kuch bhi dekhta hai ...that is painfully bad. :(


    i like the new template. :)

    beautifully written :)
    take care! :)

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    1. Hmmm.. Or sachai kadvi hoti hai.. :|

      Chal koi na daaru bhi kadvi hoti hai par use to enjoy karte hi hain naa.. life ko bhi kar lenge ek din.. :D

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    2. haha ! true.

      but daroo k baad nasha ho jata hai aur sachai k baad uttar jata hai :P

      but koi ni ..hota hai life mein aise..

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