Tuesday, January 15, 2013

A New Beginning

I would like to mark this day as a new beginning in my life.

After exact two years and eight months of my service at PlayBuff.

Today, i resigned from my job and i am going full time in photography from here on.

I have a month notice period to serve though but now i am officially a wedding photographer.
Infact i ordered my business cards already.

Coming to the big question...
You know if you ask me: Arpit what you going to do next?

I will say that I exactly have no idea what i am going to do next.

Lets see what happens next.

Do drop me about your life as well. What keeping you all inspired towards life, I might use some inspiration.

Stay around.. All i could ask for now is love and support of you guys.

I will be here soon. Keep watching this space for more.

Thank You.


Update : 10 March 2015

On 8th March 2013, i left Chandigarh and moved back to Meerut.
And now after two years of leaving that job, i am now a professional wedding photographer.

In association with https://housing.com/

Sunday, January 6, 2013


8 : 28am is the time as i sit back to write this post.

Quite unusual time to write a post, as i always preferred to write past midnight but making exceptions is good i suppose.

This post is going to be random like hell as what i feel right now is so freaking uncomfortable that i cant even explain.. and i am not trying to explain either..

*Mixed Emotions*

You know, all i want right now is to be detached from all the emotions and dont feel bloody nothing.. not a single thing..

I said once "Feel Jaruri Hai.. and I am a FEEL driven person"

But now, I don't want to be driven by any feel/emotion whatsoever.

All I care right now is That i don't want to care..

You must have got it.. Its an emotional outburst again..

You know what, people come to your life.. Make you feel wanted, become friends.. best friends in fact..
You don't ask for it but you have it at your desk.. All the attention,  appreciation, jokes and all other friendship feelings.. [Note : FYI, there is other gender involved in the friends and i am totally biased about that] My Bad! :P

You get attached to the things/friendship feelings..

Now you have become one Attention sucker, happy go lucky fellow..
And then one fine day, you happen to believe that you are actually one big of a deal..
You were born to shine like a star..

While all this happened due to the people around you..
They made you feel wanted.. They pulled you up..

Your happiness and Your worth become dependent..
Dependent to what?

Dependent to the people around you..
You now don't seem to care about the world around you..
You just see those guys around you.. For everything,
To make you feel wanted again..
To make you happy again..

You are pretty much disconnected to the world outside.. You even neglect the vibes of outside world..

You got Photography/Blog fan messages & Well, You care less about it! *sigh*

All you care about is the friends around you.. You start expecting!

And they have their own life to deal with.. So finally it comes to me as Go Get A Life!
& believe me I have a decent one.. Its just that there is nobody to tell me the same.. :D

And i keep myself busy expecting from my friends, boss, random people, professional photographers..

I don't know.. Whatever i am feeling right now is even true or not.. *mind game*

Become less dependent... less attached and you ll be good to go.. :)

For now, i am looking for a way out..

My problem is that solution to my one problem is to hang onto another big problem so that i can stay out of the other..
*It is a vicious circle and i have taken so many rounds of it that i know what happens next*

It so happens because i create my problems.. My mind creates them.. All of them.. Out of nowhere..
Its a magician.. If it comes to my side, i am sure wonders can happen..

But for now, Its busy making a fool out of me!

I have taken a very big decision this time to break out of this circle... Very illogical.. Irrelevant.. Irresponsible..

I am going to take a break.

I will be back soon. Take Care.

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

H N Y 2 0 1 3

 C H A O S

What to do.. What not to do.. Life & such is a complete chaos..

And we live through it.. Merrily Happily or Drunking-ly.. Personal Choice!

Well, talking about choices..

We make the Choices but in a long run Choices are what Makes us.. The Us we Chose to Be..

For this year, I would say - Choose Wisely! :-)

Happy New Year
Best Wishes

Happy New Year Everyone. :)  *everyone**As if million readers would follow up the post* :P

P.S. For all the readers.. You are my Millions! \m/ :)

P.P.S. On a personal front i am all confused about so many things.. & When i am confused i do not write. So judging by the all time low number of posts in 2012, You can guess my state of mind.

My *secret* Wishlist For This Year ::
  1. Control My Mind & Be Happy [My Mind Sucks][Makes Me Sad]
  2. To Do What I Love or Love What I Do
  3. Spend More Time On Blog, Writing About Good/Funny Things
& For you guys, I wish you the same. God Bless. :)